Thanks healing4me,but I think you saw the word hysteroscopy and mistook it for hysterectomy,which is a major operation and completely different to hysteroscopy.What it is is having a camera inserted into my womb and having a biopsy done.NOT having my whole womb removed.Thanks anyway.

To update today my mood lifted and I feel ok and a bit more positive again.Although I was very tired,I slept a lot during the day today.I managed to get all the chores I needed to get done early evening,so I can rest for the rest of the evening/night.The washing up didn't get done but can wait until tomorrow.I feel very tired again now.I have run out of soya milk and shop won't get delivered until wednesday,I'd love a normal tea or coffee but have to have black coffee or tea with lemon until then.I am happy that my heavy mental and emotional state has dissolved,it was really painful and hard to deal with,I am going to try and stay more positive cos being depressed hurts.I wish I had more control over my moods.I am depressed about the fact that I get depressed.I have been depressed about being so lonely and alone,I want to be close to people and have people who love me and know me and care about me.