Thanks for the replies. I dont know how to bring it up without it seeming like i am guilt tripping him. This affects me more than it should. One of my problems that I am working on is ability to stick with things once I start them, and keeping a schedule! I cant hold a job or go to school because when I feel pressured to keep a schedule I get overwhelmed. Even just an appointment for ANYTHING feels overwhelming sometimes. When I started therapy I never thought I could keep up even with just one appointment a week. We just discussed some of this last week, and he mentioned that I have not yet missed an appointment, and yet he failed to mention the change in schedule that was coming up. I might be able to make it work but it will be much more difficult. I had thursdays set aside as my mental health day and it felt like a treat, which I think is why I have been able to stick with it for so long. But now, if I have to squeeze it into an already busy Tuesday... I just dont know. I think ill burn out. I hate this. Everything was going to well I just started with a tutor to learn math, this was a huge step for me and I was only able to do it because i have been buidling on my discipline and feeling stable. This will screw up everything I have managed to do so far... i just dont know if I can manage with the new schedule. I know I am pathetic I cant even keep and damn schedule like everyone else does, but hey, Im in therapy trying to get better... but will I be in two months? I am going to miss my therapist. I feel sick. I was just starting to really improve and I feel like the whole of last year is just a waste of time and now I have to mourn the loss of this relationship. I didnt sign up for a broken heart. I didnt know that was what I was going to be getting in therapy.