I gained about 40 pounds on zyprexa. I hate my body. Last time I weighed myself I was down 12 pounds but I was so depressed all I was eating was smoothies so that I could have enough calories for my geodon. I’ve probably gained some of that 12 back. I’ve been horrible with exercise with this depression and my hypomania doesn’t last too long so I don’t get enough in during those phases. I ordered takeout for dinner tonight because I was just too tired to cook anything. I wish I had more self control and was better at this.