hi, i dont start many threads outside games, because when ever i do, they all start to sound like im whining........
even my poems have been said to be dark and groomy.......... but i just wanted to start a thread,
at the moment im struggling with the real world, and that is spilling over on to my time here..... so those who know me pplease know that im trying to find my way back out of this black hole i find myself in.
there i go whining again............. sorry