Wow im exactly the same, everyone who knows me thinks im crazy cus of how i act around ppl i dont know, especially with the phone, i avoid it as much as poosible, i always feel like there judging me when im talking to them, or that i sound like a complete idiot. answering the door i aint to bad at, but i can totally understand how u could become anxious about it. And ur not pathetic, they must not understand

And thank you! Its good to know theres ppl i can talk to!