fuzzy---I am thinking something here that is hard to talk about...
it certainly is bad that people put us down and abuse us...
and it is nice that some people are loving with us...

there is something else...and I have a problem here...
I am very strong inside of me...but I am afraid to use it...
I lack courage to say how I am feeling to other important
people in my life....I am afraid that they will leave me...
I could not be strong with my parents....I was afraid of being
left all ALONE....so now with my wife I have a problem
of standing up for ME...the little turtle

I remember the cowardly lion in the wizard of oz..
that's me....