I want off my meds again but usually when I do that I wind up in hospital so Im just going to sit here and do nothing about it. Broke up with the bf today so hopefully he'll stop telling me he loves me but probably not. dating a drug addict 30 years older than me i met in the psych hospital was a dumb idea to begin with. I don't care who knows what, they're just watching at this point maybe trying to save us.