I知 still depressed, but I知 fortunate the depression is mild today. I mostly have a disinterest in doing anything besides sleeping.
Also, I had a therapy appt today and *gasp* she was 5 mins early instead of 10 mins
late. The session felt almost TOO long for that reason, but we made progress. We went over my treatment plan and discussed my symptoms from the past 6 months. I admitted to having hallucinations this morning and yesterday, but fortunately, they were auditory rather than visual.
I wish the hallucinations would abate at some point, but nothing seems to stop them. I知 not willing to go on a different AP, though, because of side effects. I hate being on an AP as is, but at least I know Rexulti is doing something for my delusional paranoia without making me gain weight etc.. So although I知 a bit upset with the fact I知 still having hallucinations, I知 willing to keep them as long as the delusions are gone (or mostly gone). The delusions are dangerous, while the hallucinations are not. Plus, I don稚 think the hallucinations will ever 100% go away anyways. They池e there regardless of me being in an episode or not.