Dear T: I really needed to talk to you on Monday, to figure out what to do about the SH. Extend out the time, or not. I know you would push me to extend out the time. I can't do it indefinitely. And I feel like when I promised God, that promise meant something. Just promising you or promising myself, well I would break those promises, I imagine. I really needed to talk this through with you. And when I see you, it's going to be too late. Kit