I am still feeling funky today although we had a good day at the water park. I’m not depressed really I just feel...off. I don’t know.

I’m pretty worried about Easter. There’s been some family drama involving my mother and my grandfather. Basically he yelled at her about getting our kitchen redone and she’s now said that if he says anything on Easter about it she will not keep her mouth shut. Thing is he’s guaranteed to say something about it and not in a nice way. Besides that my uncle and cousins are all dickheads. Last year Easter was horrible. But this year I’m bringing RS. I shouldn’t have invited him. I’m going to be so embarrassed if **** pops off.

Also, my grandparents are pushing me to ask RS to be the point person for this whole kitchen remodeling fiasco. I don’t think it’s fair of them to ask the man I’ve been dating for only five months to get involved. It’s not his house. He doesn’t live here. Why would he want to get involved in the drama?

Ugh I hope everyone behaves themselves. I hate my family dysfunction.