Yeah pretty much that she's fading out, I feel like she's just given up on me. When I first got the job offer she reassured me that we'd find a way to make it work, but she didn't really do that. Prior to starting it, she mentioned possible spaces she had in the evening. But once I started the job, they were reserved.

I think this hits me particularly hard because the last things we were covering before things fell out of wack was why friends would leave me without any obvious reason, disagreement, fight, etc. Now she's just another one of those people..