No, I totally see where you are coming from. I'm just jealous that my friends are having "normal" experiences and sort of leaving me in the dust going "I don't want sex!"

There are a lot of negative things about having sex at this age, but I just don't like feeling abnormal. I hate to phrase it that way... I think a better way to say it is not norm, but not weird? Does that make sense? The majority of people don't feel this way (better way to phrase it).

I guess it's a silly thing to be self-conscious about at my age. I feel left out and insecure.