Oh God. Laying down made me think too much. I can't stay in my room or I might have a panic attack. I might go for a walk and listen to podcasts but that could make it worse. I feel possibly psychotic.

Oh well. I'm alive at least. But what does alive even mean? Jeez I'm too philosophical. Idk how DT doesn't trip on his own thoughts.. literally.. cuz that means the same thing..