Saw L tonight. It was really good. We laughed a ton! I asked her some personal questions and she actually answered them. I'm really starting to like her. I feel connected. But I feel like I'm betraying T. I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to push my feelings down. I keep wanting a hug afterwards, but I won't dare ask her yet. I don't know what to do. T helped me delay my attachment feelings with her. Maybe I should talk to L about it next time?