Well... I'm going to respond anyway. Hope you don't mind. I'm thinking that it will be easier to figure out your illness if you have input from some veterans here.

We're all at different stages of recuperating and I'll bet you could really get some good insights.
Hang in there. You'll be surprised what you might learn... or teach us, for that matter!

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.