Okay...sitting at my desk. Preparing to login. I’m sweating, my hands are shaking, my stomach is in knots, and my heart is pumping overtime [emoji20].
Sucks that I’m just unable to respond appropriately to stress. I get that fight or flight and I do neither...I just get sick.
I brought my bottle of Ativan in the office with me just in case. Trying not to take one but idk.
Here goes nothing...