I recently decided that I wanted to pursue a dual PsyD/MEd in human sexuality. It's actually the only thing I really want to do with my life. I found out yesterday that the program has about a 6% acceptance rate. Now I'm just resigning myself to the fact that I'll never get in. I can't stop going over all of the ways that I think I'm not good enough. I'm getting into a depressive space. I'd rather give up on dreams than try and--in my mind--surely failing. I'm also withdrawing. I don't want to bother either of my only two friends, so here I am writing to strangers on the internet.