Hugs, Kit.
There's nothing wrong with you - there's nothing wrong with needing support. At least you know how to ask for it. You're doing what you need to do to get through.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin