I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Dani Rae! I agree with what all the other great, kind, supportive, wise and wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given lots of great, kind, supportive, wise and wonderful advice on this thread! I'd suggest to follow it as much as you possibly CAN if you want to of course! Please ONLY do that if you want to do it of course! I completely agree with what all the other wise posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! Please DO NOT give up your dream! You can't know for sure whether you'll pass or not if you don't at least try! I understand why you'd feel discouraged but PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP HOPE! At least you won't regret it later in your life, right? Please give it a try if you CAN and WANT TO! Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help! You could learn new ways to cope wiht your feelings! I'm so sorry you're hurting so much! Please NEVER give up hope! Try to HANG ON as much as you possibly CAN! You're NOT a loser! YOU MATTER! YOU ARE WORTH IT! Please keep repeating yourself that until YOU BELIEVE IT because IT IS TRUE! You're AWESOME! You're STRONG! You're a WARRIOR! You're an AWESOME, STRONG WARRIOR! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let us know if there's anything we can do to help you and we'll try our best to do that! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know how it goes if you DO decide to give it a shot, ok? Sending many hugs to you, Dani Rae!