I was so upset this morning. I weighed myself and I gained two pounds. Even though I’ve been eating well. I am trying to convince myself it’s just water weight because my period starts tomorrow. I wanted to say **** it and eat a large fast food meal for lunch but I decided not to. I still got fast food but a much smaller meal. Only 640 calories. I’m about 140 calories under my goal for the day. It’s only 6:30pm so I’ll probably need to eat one more time before bed because I will be hungry. I’m still depressed but at least I didn’t freak out and binge.

No walking today, didn’t feel like it. I should have because it’s going to be raining for the next two days. But oh well.

I only have two pairs of pants that still fit. That’s ****ing depressing as well.