For me - its most everyone in my life or that I come in contact with.. some that I have known for years. I have not changed - so I don't understand it at all. Its not about self blame bc I dont see anything to blame myself for. I dont even feel anger toward anyone so I am not sure if forgiveness fits into this. Its more like confusion and not understanding why they are treating me like this nor how I am supposed to respond - or even how it is I want to respond.