So I had a nice couple hours.
Most I’ve spent with my youngest niece in years. It literally breaks my heart that I wasn’t mentally capable of taking her when **** went south with her mother. I ache for the relationship we should have. I think at this point it would just be too much upheaval. The people that have custody of her love her like their own. She’s lived there since she was 2 or 3. She’s unhappy there because they are old school older people...60s. And they try to keep her away from her brothers and sister. Part of me doesn’t blame them for wanting to shelter her from what their lives are like but the other parts just thinks...they are siblings for Christ’s sake. They need each other...no dads...whatever you want to call their mother. They need something ya know.
As it is we barely know each other. The kids don’t really feel comfortable around her.
Totally sucks to have such a dysfunctional family.
Just makes me hate their mother even more.
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