I lost my everything due to the fact my parents failed to raise me properly. I got head traumas, I've been abused, I've been isolated from the local society. The worst part is that I got isolated.

Now as I think about it, I'll never find a real job. The competition is so tough, yet my parents think the more I socialize the worse I get (they are ill and they do not see anyone)

What's the point? My psychiatrist does not help me. At least it's my case.

All I ever wanted was a career in science.

Medicine was ruled out by my psychiatrist a year ago, he "encourages" me to do a PhD instead but I know I cannot do anything. He lies to me.