I guess I could, but it feels vulnerable, and I don't trust her. I don't feel like giving her any insight into how I feel. I don't want to give her an opportunity to add insult to injury. It seems like that's what has been happening lately. Fool me once and all that.

I am sad that the diversion of therapy seems to be over for me. It was nice being called by my own name. The therapists are the only ones who have ever done that. But things can go back to how they were, and I'd live with it. I do hope all this increased emotionality goes away if I stop. I don't care for it at all.