You've all made some really great points. After reading them, that confirms that I don't have many genuine relationships
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I do have a couple of very good friendships, so it's not completely hopeless for me but it makes me sad to realize that people have been using me for most of my life. A worse realization is that all of these people thought that I was pathetic enough to take advantage of.