I am at zero in terms of physical and financial things.

My parents never will figure out life goes beyond pen-and-paper and grades. To be, say, a competent police official (which my mother always wanted to be) you'd have need to have proper training from childhood. Social skills, physical strength, intellectual skills like reasoning and analysis all need to be learnt right from the time you're born. THEN you can have a future as a police officer. How are you gonna get selected for official training if you don't know how to talk to people? Conversation skills need to be excellent.

My parents, on the other hand, think anything that does not involve pen-and-paper theory and grades, is worthless. So they 'sheltered' me. I don't think anything of any use, I've gone too deep in the rabbit hole. This simple message is taking me too long to write, I am spending a lot time making the sentences meaningful enough to be understood.

It's over. I'll never get to become a scientist, because I really lack the social skills and everything that's required, including the grades. How can you expect grades from someone who sits at home all day?

It wasn't like this right from the beginning. I was a brilliant student in science when I was in high school (three years ago from now, here college begins in eleventh grade) I also had the support of teachers who wanted me to become a doctor.

I've no idea what to do now. I lack all skills required to have a career in science. If not science, what on the world can give me a satisfactory life? This is too much to take.