No one can make you feel anything. It’s not like he shows up to your house and harasses you. You keep going to his, then you are upset he treats you bad. He knows it goes unpunished because no matter how badly he treats you, you come to his house. More you keep pursuing him, more crazy you’ll feel. Plus it’s not safe. Drunken host and drunk friends, arguments, kicking you out, I’d feel unsafe. Things can go really bad.

Block him please. Block his phone and Facebook and email