Welcome, iliama! I hope you'll like this forum! It's full of SO MANY great, kind, strong, wise and wonderful people just like YOU ARE! I'm sure you'll get alongfwell with EVERYONE and everyone will get along well WITH YOU! I completely agree with what all the other great, kind, wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given lots of great, kind, wise and wonderful advice! I'd suggest to follow it as much as you can if you can and want to! I completely agree with what all the other wise posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You're not doing ANYTHING WRONG at all! In fact I'd say it's the exact opposite! You're helping out so many people and you're being so KIND and SUPPORTIVE to everyone! Most importantly, you're helping out yourself as well and that's WONDERFUL! I'd say as long as you feel happy and fulfilled just keep doing what you're doing and what makes you happy! If you DO feel overwhelmed by all of this you can always try to take it easy on yourself and reduce the amount of work that you're doing! There's nothing wrong with giving up a thing or two! You're already doing SO MUCH after all! Of course that's just my opinion though! The final decision is up to you! I'd suggest to talk to your mother about this and see how it goes from there if you haven't already! Maybe that could help! Just make her understand how much all of this is important for you and that it's actually making you feel better! Reassure her that if there will be any problems concerning your mental health, you'll see what you can do! I feel like that's pretty fair and you DO need to be happy and do what you feel like it's the best thing for YOURSELF FIRST! Just take it easy, ok? Just remember to take all the time you need it! Just remember to take it one step at the time! Just remember to take baby steps! Just remember that there's no need to hurry! Just remember all of this and I'm sure you'll do GREAT like you're already doing! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let us know if there's ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to HELP YOU OUT! We'll ALL be glad to help you in any way we can! I PROMISE YOU THAT! Wish you good luck! Please let us know how it goes and please keep us updated as much as you can if you want to! We DO want to know if things will turn out ok for you and if you need any help from us or from anyone else! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU'RE DOING! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Sending many hugs to you, iliama!