Been a crappy day, just very emotional and with feelings that someone is out to get me. It isn't paranoia or an episode, but just everything feels like it is falling apart. I have like $2 to last me till May 3rd, and I don't know what to do. Even if I find a job, I would need gas and food to get me through the days. Either way I lose.

I feel like I am at the end of my rope, and I am fighting all these evil forces.

I hope Easter is a better day for me.