Dear potential new T, I’ve emailed you, texted you and left a message on 2 phone numbers. You haven’t returned my phone messages. It’s easy for you to initially suggest me to call you, but I have massive phone anxiety and the times I did call to leave you a voicemail, I was shaking so much. If you don’t want to take me on, just tell me, but if you don’t, don’t ignore me. I am struggling here.