My mother in law had to find out I was in the hospital cause I didn’t show up to the Easter celebration with my wife’s family. My wife said she didn’t really “react”; she suspects she is used to this. My mom also gave off the same impression. Used to this. Because I have been in the hospital so often and so many times. Just a worthless piece of trash for the rest of society to laugh at and be mocked. Just another lie when I say I am doing “Better”. I just want to vanish and never see anyone ever again.