Still mildly depressed. Just more of an overall funk.

Easter went reasonably well today. My uncle was an asshole as expected, but neither of my cousins were there so I didn’t have to deal with their ****. My mom also mysteriously got an “ocular migraine” and bowed out as well. Yes I know those are real but it seems funny to me that she gets one, having never had one in her life, right after having a fight with my grandfather and then having to see him again on Easter. Sounds suspicious. It annoys me because she just can’t grow the **** up. But, maybe she really did have a migraine. Who knows.

I burned myself pretty badly today. I was making boiled carrots for Easter dinner and I dropped the pot of boiling water on my stomach and leg. I’ve got big blister on both parts of my body. I didn’t want to go to urgent care but I think I’m going to go see my dr tomorrow just to get it checked out. One of the blisters already popped and I don’t want to get an infection.

In other news, RS and I have made plans to move in together. He’s going to come live with me at my mom’s house in May and then over the summer we are hopefully going to get our own place. I am so happy. So happy that he loves me enough to want to move in with me and happy that I might actually get out of this god awful house. We also talked about going on a few weekend trips together. To Hershey park in PA, and camping in upstate New York with his family. I’m not totally sold on the camping idea but I might give it a shot. We’ll see. I’m just happy we’re planning a future together.