Annoyed. Was at a training Friday and Saturday and a colleague remarked that he missed the "vivacious, energetic" me. I think I speared a hole in his head with my eyeballs, then said "well, newsflash, this IS closer to the real me." Then I sat there next to him, ruminating in my brain (while we were all trying to "meditate" aahahah) and feeling super annoyed. Of course, who doesn't want the peppy, smiling, vivacious chick around? I'm so tired of wearing the costume...I don't even bother anymore when I don't feel like it. Take me or leave me as I am.

So today, I am flat. Flat. Lowish. But me. And not trying to pretend I like Easter. I do not....