Easter was interesting. In the morning I saw my family which went well until I felt so unwell I couldn't drive myself home, My parents drove me home. This stomach thing has been going on for days but yesterday (Easter) it got much worse to the point that I had to call an emergency GP over around 9 pm. He said my diagnosis was unclear. I tested partial for a uranyl track infection. He was going to give me antibiotics but I didn't want to take them unless absolutely necessary as they make me feel sick. He gave me anti-nausea tablets to help me be able to eat so I wouldn't feel so weak, and a laxative as, well, you know. He was great. Very thorough. He wants me to see my own GP on Tuesday when her offices open again.

I really think it is some severe trauma reaction, but if so it is worse than I have ever experienced before, and I had very severe Complex PTSD years ago. Interestingly, the only thing that helps my stomach pain is benzodiazepines. The mind body connection can do strange things but I guess I have to cover all medical bases. If my stomach pain gets worse he wants me to go to Emergency. I despise that thought as I would be without most of my meds. Anyway, a fun Easter all round. Tomorrow or Wednesday I am going to stay with my parents for a few days. My Mum is so worried but I really cannot be bothered packing etc right now and am only a phone call away from help.