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Crypts_Of_The_Mind · Apr 22, 2019, 01:47 AM

I find myself stuffing a lot of things. Not bc I want to - no, I would gladly let it flow like a river - but, bc I have to. No choice.

As a result, I find myself asking myself questions I know from experience lead to darker places. Questions like:

Possible trigger:

Would it be ok if I die?
Can I die?
Why won't I die?
When will I die?
Will things get better again - I doubt it.
Why can't I talk?
What's so wrong with me everyone hates me?
Why do I need to be here?
Will this world end soon - I hope so.
Will this life end soon - I hope so.
Does anybody really care?

I know I'm sinking fast. I want it to stop. I keep trying. There's nobody to help me.