Contrary to what my psychiatrist tells me ("You're totally free from any disorder, it's just your body's coping mechanism instead of a biological disease"), if I accept I am mentally ill (politically correct term "crazy") and there's no running away from it and there are no chances for me to become a hugely successful person, because I really lack the support, I will live a meaningful life.

What more can I ask for?

I'd rather not regret things my situation or illness does not allow me to have.

And screw those who view me in the either extremes.