I went to see my pdoc today. I have to before every ECT session. She has to verify I'm capable of making the decision myself. Anyhow, she brought up a time when I was borderline psychotic. It's strange because I can't recall the situation at all. (Thank you, ECT.) Other than that it was a pleasant drive on the roads winding through the Napa Valley and over the mountains. More than once I had it at 80+. Oh, that is so exhilarating.