I’m flipping **** at the drop of a hat, I’m not sleeping well, nervous all the time. My husband doesn’t agree with me. I need a shower but ours is broken. I’m overwhelmed by nothing. In less than two weeks my son leaves for the summer. I have no idea how we will care for our dog. It worries me because he is unwell and traveling with my father (huge trigger) for 3 days. My dad gives “advice” in a way that is always negative about the person. Three days of that can take a toll. They don’t get along well. My dad doesn’t “understand” my son. Miguel already says he hates my family. So this can either be really good or really bad. I’m trying to be optimistic. I’m already petrified of driving so sending on him a three day drive is huge for me. It was supposed to be both my parents which would cut the negativity but now my mom is flying and we can’t back out. We’ll see what H’s T says but I may go back to therapy.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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