Today went pretty well. there were a lot more calls than i had imagined or hoped for, but i survived the day. i was happy to see P, he smiled so warmly and genuinely when he saw me, it really warmed my heart. we only exchanged a few words during the whole day but it was nice to have him next to me again. i had missed him last week.

not much else to mention for today except my male supervisor was kind to me tonight and offered me a candy for my sore throat. he was so nice, he is so nice, yet im very uneasy and scared by him. he feels too authoritative to me.

tomorrow im seeing T and i have her letter ready for her. i hope it will do some good to her.

then i'll have 4 days off from work in a row and i hope i'll be able to enjoy them. sometimes at my parents i have missed my flat. not having to listen or talk. it means a lot to me. i'll also see my pdoc on fri, but i'll disuss about it with my T tomorrow and then will decide what to tell pdoc…. cant wait to go to sleep tonight…. im tired.