Hey everyone. How are things going?

Going into day 13 of this inpatient stay after tonight. It feels like an eternity and a flash of an eye. My depression is more under control.



I was diagnosed with psychotic depression and it would seem to be the case. The better my depression, the better my psychosis. I had a wave of insight a few days ago and then regressed back into psychosis. Now I’m in another wave of insight and mixed state and its driving me nuts. I want the answers of reality to be clear cut. I want the voices and visuals to go away. I want to be in control of my mind. It’s been a trying couple weeks.