I’m so messed up..
I was delusional to think I could offer anything worthwhile..
I accept Defeat, and the Verdict of Being Guilty of Being Useless
And I also feel angry sometimes, which makes me a Terrible Person
I wish I had no “needs” - surely someone as undeserving as me could simply fade away..
I’ve always been Nothing

I read another post which made me realise that the “right” level

Of Guilt and Punishment for being me is...

I can’t Judge that

I will shut the **** up

And I hope that the stars above or someone or something will help me keep to that

To not Pollute this World with Any of my Garbage

I’m Guilty of Being a Terrible Friend

I’m sorry