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Apr 23, 2019, 02:30 PM
junkDNA
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I'm being completely serious but my motivation isn't. I've had a low grade eating disorder for years but never went through with it. I was anorexic because of stimulants and felt good. I don't care if I die. I'm not going to live long because of my heart. I will do anything self destructive like jump off a cliff. I have no fear. I'm a burden to my family and society I should just die. The way that it happens doesn't matter to me. My family needs to put their feelings aside and find a way for me to do it properly
But whatever.. I suppose I'll live anyways and be a burden which is painful at the least.
and you say you have no fear but it seems the thing you fear the most is living
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