I’ve been hanging out a lot with this guy I met on tinder, he said he was looking for friends so why not. He’s funny and cute, and the chillest guy ever.

The problem is I have no problem with us being friends. It’s just the last time we hung out, I just suddenly attracted to him. that night I think it would be really sad and heartbreaking if he’s going back to his country (he’s in my area just for internship).

That’s why I said over text that I like him but he rejected me. He said I am pretty and funny, but he can’t do long distance hence he put he was looking for friends on his profile. I knew it already but it broke my heart so much that I cried the whole day. I also went shopping to relieve stress after that (idk if I max out my credit card, I’m afraid)

However I still can’t get over it. I feel ugly, unwanted and worthless. I feel so lonely I consider to cut my wrist again but I held it back.

How can I get over it quickly? I need advice