Good morning everyone. My parents are coming home today which I'm glad, but they texted me and said they have a flat tire--that sucks! It's going to delay them getting home. They've been visiting my sister, her husband, and her five children. It's been hard adulting while they have been gone. Cooking and cleaning for myself, and taking care of all the pets, it's hard, but I did it. I just hope they make it back today because it's easier when they are home. The desire to SH is really strong and intense. I have made a commitment to not SH until Pentecost and then my T told me, you can always change your mind. Why would she say that? It just makes me feel like why did I commit? I haven't had too many hallucinations in the past 24 hours so that's a good thing. And strangely, I haven't been paranoid with my parents gone. I just let the dog sleep with me and all was well. HUGS Kit