Thorne came out again today. There was a little baby that got upset and she laughed. I am supposed to be seeing my DID specialist next week. I hope she can give me some guidance on all the stuff I am experiencing. Someone told me Thorne is there to protect me. How is she protecting me when she makes me feel bad? I am going to my moms some over the summer. She talks about horrible things. Mainly stuff on the news and I dont like to watch the news it activates Thorne and I am stuck trying not to smile at awful things she thinks are funny. I definitely think my mom picks up on my facial expressions. I cant tell my mom about Thorne. Well I could be I wont. She already thinks the worst of me in regards to my mental status. How can I keep Thorne in check around my mom?