I made it through. I finally was able to pick up my Geodon. phew. I couldn't sleep last night, and my stomach felt like it was in knots, my stomach was clenching all day. It's easing up now though. My pdoc also gave me 2 refills so that was cool. That was tough.

Talked to a friend on facebook. He seemed disappointed in me because I never want to hang out, and asked if we were just internet friends. I just don't enjoy company like I use to. Now everything takes so much effort, and im not interested in anything lately since the Seroquel. I can't see my pdoc until may 31st which sucks. She's good though, she understands that flat affect is an awful way to live.

On a side note, today was the first day in a long time that I haven't had any alcohol.