My T and I have been having a very difficult time. We finally sorted it out and got back on an even keel a few days ago. I was feeling okay for the first time in several weeks. Today, my T told me that she has to change one of our upcoming sessions. She is pretty sure she’ll be able to make up the session and reschedule it for another day that week. But I’m still very upset- it feels like another blow just when we’re getting back to being okay. I just wish she weren’t doing this right now. She also said she’s not working that day and that that’s why we need to reschedule. Somehow those words really hurt me, hard to express why, but it really stings. Most of all, my T used to really place a lot of value on not changing around my appointments, like it was a big priority to her. This feels like a change, like she’s not doing that anymore, which feels like a big loss. I’m just wondering if it’s totally unreasonable for me to feel so terribly upset, if others would feel this way too, even though she’s rescheduling the session, or if I’m being very unfair to her. Also, if I should say anything to my T. I hate to stir things up again, especially if my feelings aren’t legitimate. Thanks.
Last edited by goatee; Apr 25, 2019 at 08:39 PM.
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