Probably.
I'm just not going to try any more. If opportunities arise, I'll consider them at that point. I'm not going try to make opportunities.
If these med changes don't start having a positive effect, I'll be in trouble. My depression isn't lifting, but some indicators show that I could be mixed mood. Those are the most dangerous for me usually.
Neither of the two practices I went to today helped. I felt like I was unwanted. That's a feeling I know all too well. I'm going to try to sleep early.