I think its better if I dont post. Just pretend my feelings dont exist - and rather just help others. I know what others are going through.. (not the experiences and I can never feel the exact feeling bc we all feel different), but I can relate on a strong enough level to be able to help. Problem is - expressing my feelings .. no matter where it is .. just is not a proper thing to do. I'm wrong in how I feel or in what I did or said or something. I am just wrong. Always wrong. At least now .. I can be right at helping others. I was even wrong at doing that for awhile. Maybe one day I can stop being wrong. Til then - I will be as quiet as I know how about my thoughts n feelings concerning myself. I know at times I will mess up and wrongly speak out of turn on that too, so I apologize now.

Anyway.. just saying - I know I was wrong to speak - and sorry.