I’ve still been staying under my calories but not walking as much. Weather has been kind of ******. I put batteries in my scale yesterday and it said I gained four pounds, but that was in my clothes and after I’d been eating and drinking all day. But I don’t think that could have added four pounds so I’m thinking I didn’t lose anything or even gained weight. I’m pissed. I’m going to try to weigh myself tomorrow morning before I eat to see what it is. If I did gain weight, even a pound, I’m just going to give up getting on the scale at all for a couple of weeks. It just brings me down.
i started PT today. It wasn’t easy. I guess it’s not supposed to be though. Not looking forward to going back, but it’ll strengthen my legs. If I get one of those summer camp jobs I’ll need all the strength I can get.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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